I am in a state of constant, stable chaos. I have a lot on my mind constantly and it feels a lot like emotional whip lash.
In that state…it’s hard to feel like you are getting your life together…but I am slowly. I am on the job hunt, I am eating well, and I am enlisting people to workout with…so…in a way I am doing good. In others…it’s well…as implied: chaos.
I struggle with finding a purpose and a direction when there is a part of me that know’s that the world seems to be crumbling. Do I still work on personal growth? Do I give up? what do I do? In the end I find my whirling thoughts stupid…as it’s always okay to work on self growth…even if you may not be able to get very far.
So I am trying to recenter, breathe…and keep on keeping on.
I never want my blog to seem like I have my life perfectly together…but rather trying to make all the messy pieces fit together into a functional and healthy lifestyle. So that’s today’s update.
I am headed in the right direction…chaotically.
See you all around. This has been a #kayteableproject update. See you all tomorrow with a list of my top ten favorite kinds of people.