This last weekend I was a part of a fun weekly art night that I have with my friends. My friend Nik so kindly did a tarot reading on my life. Past. Present. Future.
The past was represented by unnecessary turmoil. I struggled to find my truth find my path as an individual rather than as part of a group. The picture on the card was five men carrying five logs all entangled with each other. The card showed all struggle and very little productivity.
The present showed progress. The men still held logs, but upright, no longer fighting each other. Nik mentioned how this could represent improvement but I am still holding onto the past, holding my weapon, still on guard and ready for a fight.
The future was “The Star”. The star represents hope, to be entering a peaceful, loving stage of my life. To rediscover a sense of purpose and meaning in my life. A future worth fighting for.
Granted I am a skeptic of tarot cards, but in anything we can find truth. I want the star to be my future. I want happiness, a purpose, and peace.
This week I made an ideal future list so here it is! That is all I have to say today. Just a little insight to what I am feeling and thinking about.